So there I was, once again, alone, staring at the phone. Trying not to think what had happened last time.
I dialed, not knowing what I was about to say and not sure if I really wanted to do it.
Me: Hi, it's me.
Girl: Hey you. What's up?
Me: I've been thinking, and well, maybe we should go out.
Me: But...but this time it should be different.
Girl: Different? What do you mean?
Me: You know. Different.
Girl: Oh, so you don't want to see a movie this time? Sure, we can do something else.
My courage had left me long ago. Me: Yeah, that's right. You always know what I mean.
Girl: Anything else I can do for you Mr.?
I thought about telling her what I wanted. Telling her that I wanted to find out if she was the perfect girl for me. Telling her that maybe being friends was not enough. Me: No, just that. I'll see you later.
I hanged up.
I decided that the world of 2-D animation was not big enough for me and I moved to the next level. So after hours of suffering, and multiple failures, I finally made something.
It's barely something, but at least it's in 3-D, so now it has become my little pride and joy. It's very short and about 500kb so it shouldn't take that long to open. Oh, and of course, it doesn't really make much sense.
You can laugh all you want, but 10 years from now, when you see an animated film winning the Academy Awards, you can tell all your friends: "Hey, I saw that guy's first animation".
Well, that won't happen, but at least you'll laugh all you want. So check it out.
I've been in this same situation before. One of my best friends is a really nice girl. And she understands everything I say and do, and we can talk about anything. It looks like we could be perfect for each other.
But that's the point where I stop. Always.
The only time I tried to have something else with one of my best friends, not only it didn't work, but I never saw her again. So after that I decided that I would separate friendships from other types of relationships. But now I'm not sure. What's more valuable? A very very good friendship, or something that could be what I have always been looking for?
A little bee told me that I should have a simple relationship. And I agree with her. And maybe this is simple. If it works with my best friend, I'll have what I've always wanted. If it doesn't work, I'll lose my best friend and maybe set some sort of record for driving so many people away from my life.
For about a week now the commenting system I use, provided by Haloscan ( I won't link to them so you don't make the same mistake I did and actually sign in ), has been malfunctioning. So many of you have had to keep your witty and funny comments instead of posting them.
As if that wasn't bad enough, the site I used to store the files I link to, decided that, well, that linking is not so ok with them anymore. So now I had to change all my files to a new stupid site. And because of this, my auto-updated playlist is not being so auto-updated now. But I'll work on that soon. I hope.
But despite all of this, I'll still keep my faith. I'll pray to the Haloscan gods to fix their code, and if the gods can also send me the perfect girl while they are at it, well, that would be ok too.
UPDATE: Comments are working again and the auto-updated playlist is giving signs of life. The gods said that the perfect girl is on her way too.
Many people have come to this site searching for the Clone High Theme Song by Abandoned Pools. So I'll use this opportunity to get a little help. I really need to know how the first season ends. I've seen up to the first half of the season finale, the episode called: Makeover, Makeover, Makeover: The Makeover Episode but I'm still missing the second half called: Changes: The Big Prom: The Sex Romp: The Season Finale. So if anyone knows how it ends, please post it in the comments and you'll earn 10 minutes of my loyal gratitude.