I was driving while listening to Honestly by Zwan.
I was at a stoplight with my window down and singing, which is always a bad thing. And I was singing the chorus:
"Cause there's no place that I could be without you"
I looked to my right, and standing on the sidewalk I saw her. The girl that talked about fate . The girl who cheated.
I stopped singing but the radio was loud enough and she looked at me.
"There's no place that I could be without you"
She opened her mouth. Her eyes looked beautiful and in a second I thought about everything. The note she left me. The night I saw her with someone else.
And before she could say anything, I looked into her eyes and just drove away without looking back.
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Are there any girls left in the world?
For the sake of this blog...I hope so.
Just when things couldn't get any worse...um, they did.
Conflict Girl, also known as Stupid Girl, called me. She wanted to meet cause there was something important she needed to tell me.
My clumsy little brain produced tons of images of the girl declaring her undying love for me, telling me how she felt about me and then kissing me. So I left everything I was doing, and went to meet her.
Conflict Girl: Hi, I'm so glad you are here. There's something really important and I was dying to tell you.
Me: Of course I'm here. Tell me.
Conflict Girl: Well, it's that...I...I'm back together with my ex-boyfriend.
My brain stopped working. I just stood there, silent.
Conflict Girl: Aren't you going to say something like "that's great"?
Me: That's great.
Conflict Girl: How can you be so insensitive? I'm really happy and you never seem to care about anything.
Me: I guess I don't have feelings.
I turned and walked away.
She shouted some things I didn't hear. I just caught the last bit.
Conflict Girl: Are we going to see each other again soon? Call me.
I didn't even turn around. I just kept walking trying not to think about anything, feeling nothing.